Th' Lady ,

Joey , fifteen.
Single yet Unavailable.(:

Spoken ;

Baby, I swear you're all that I ever need.

Love doesn't need any judgement,
cause if you judge someone,
you won't have th time t love them.

Girls can do things I can't do,
Girls can give you memories I can't give,
but no girls can do th things I can do, I swear.
And definitely my love for you will never lose t any other girls out there.

Wishes ,

My first Tatto at th back my hip.
Never, never t quarrel with Love again. ):
New handphone.
Big big looney tunes toys.
Elmo Balloon.
TinyTiny Elmo toys.
Red roses.
Another day out with Love.
Movie outing with Love.
Ear piercings.
Black Cardigan.
Slim down.
Heels for Myking&I outing.
Tapered Jeans.

Chats,



Credits,

Designer ; Joey. (:
Music ; Only reminds me of you - MYMP.

Stories,

Monday, January 29, 2007

We'll both be someone more than playmates,

todae at school , my eyesight is getting blur now&then already.
and now due to the crying ; the eye was swollen ( from crying & dont noe what ) and now im blind in one eye.

MY HEART SANK SO DEEP.
i finally told him what has been in my mind. yet it was too late. i love him alot. i dont wanna let him go. seeing how he apologized and told me why am i so foolish not telling him earlier. it's bcos i dont have the courage to. i love you so much so much that when i saw how shag you are on the other side, it was after yap that i had the heartbreak for another time.
i cried over the smallest thing ever. like how your way of talking has change, how tired you are, when your status is set to away. i cried over all this stuffs. never had i cry over so small stuffs. but it's all too late yar?

i dont blame you for hurting me. yet i hated myself for not telling you earlier. seeing how you called and tried to cheer me up just now. made me teared sliently on the other line. hearing how you mentioned that you wait for your j***. made me teared so hard.
this is the feeling that i had a year ago. and it's happening all over again. the heartbreak is so hard to express.

you told me you will keep your promises and wants me to study hard. i will try my best. just bcos of you.
you webcamed with me while styling your hair. and you told me to smile like how you smiled on the other side. i told you i try my best to. but now i knew i cant.
you gave the flying kisses with what seemed to be the last you are ever gonna give. it made me teared so badly again.
you doubted for meeting on sunday. made me teared all over again. but yet i have to tell you "it's okay. i understand. (: "

and again i have to mention. every word i told you. is so true.
JOEY WILL ONLY BE STRONG WHEN KEN'S AROUND.
THEN I'LL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOU.
i just hope the 2sentences above will keep its promises.

- it's just so hard to wish someone you love so much " all the best with your stead." when his stead is not you.
- maybe my love will come back someday. - only heaven knows.

i will wait for you just like how i wait for yap. and i dont wan you to avoid me bcos of that, you understand?

♥MuchLoved.