Th' Lady ,

Joey , fifteen.
Single yet Unavailable.(:

Spoken ;

Baby, I swear you're all that I ever need.

Love doesn't need any judgement,
cause if you judge someone,
you won't have th time t love them.

Girls can do things I can't do,
Girls can give you memories I can't give,
but no girls can do th things I can do, I swear.
And definitely my love for you will never lose t any other girls out there.

Wishes ,

My first Tatto at th back my hip.
Never, never t quarrel with Love again. ):
New handphone.
Big big looney tunes toys.
Elmo Balloon.
TinyTiny Elmo toys.
Red roses.
Another day out with Love.
Movie outing with Love.
Ear piercings.
Black Cardigan.
Slim down.
Heels for Myking&I outing.
Tapered Jeans.

Chats,



Credits,

Designer ; Joey. (:
Music ; Only reminds me of you - MYMP.

Stories,

Thursday, February 15, 2007

We'll both be someone more than playmates,

i realised that when im alone. i tend to think about alot of stuffs. i thought about him* again. holding back the tears in school was diffcult. but i just had to do it somehow.

this morning. had science. dead for that biology paper. it sucks so much. physics was okay. library afterwards. and we were forced to sitting in one cubicle alone. just when i stared into that hard old grey table , thoughts are flashing all over again.
funghua gave me foolscape. and i wrote all my feelings down.cos i knew that if i dont. tears would start pouring like how i let it flow at night. i wrote alot alot. it wasnt bcos i was trying to gain attention. it was not that i purposely write in class and after that dont let you guys see. i just dont wan you guys to give me the other look that made me feel that i was different. i hope you guys understand. everytime they would just ask. write reflection again ahs? i couldnt answer it out. but i knew i had to do it. bcos if i dont. tears would start flowing. it was just some thoughs that i wanna write down. and know how important he* was to me. i typed what some people may called the emo post. but come on. it's my blog. it was all what i wanted to write. im not trying to gain sympathy from any of you guys. i dont wan any. i just wanna write how i feel. is that something wrong? am i committing a crime?
i will still continue writing. but for those who are trying to critise me after reading my post. i tell you. keep the comments to youself. bcos you are not me. you dont noe how i feel. i dint force you to visit my blog. i din force you to read. not happy. just click the red button on the top. it's just so simple.

-putting a mask on whenever i am with my friends&family, holding back the tears & letting it flow through the whole night. has anyone tried understanding how i felt? has anyone ever wondered how alone i felt while letting the tears flow?

i wasnt in love with spencer. we cant be together. yet i yearn for his call. bcos everynight when he din call i felt alone. and that feeling sucks.

♥MuchLoved.