Th' Lady ,

Joey , fifteen.
Single yet Unavailable.(:

Spoken ;

Baby, I swear you're all that I ever need.

Love doesn't need any judgement,
cause if you judge someone,
you won't have th time t love them.

Girls can do things I can't do,
Girls can give you memories I can't give,
but no girls can do th things I can do, I swear.
And definitely my love for you will never lose t any other girls out there.

Wishes ,

My first Tatto at th back my hip.
Never, never t quarrel with Love again. ):
New handphone.
Big big looney tunes toys.
Elmo Balloon.
TinyTiny Elmo toys.
Red roses.
Another day out with Love.
Movie outing with Love.
Ear piercings.
Black Cardigan.
Slim down.
Heels for Myking&I outing.
Tapered Jeans.

Chats,



Credits,

Designer ; Joey. (:
Music ; Only reminds me of you - MYMP.

Stories,

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

We'll both be someone more than playmates,

yesterdae before i slept. i think alot. alot alot of things that made me smile and yet teared too. nvm. reflection below then. (:

anyways. it's valentine's day todae. so i would just like to thank each and everyone of you who made my day.
jaswee ( thanks for that massaging boxer okies! (: )
ferlycia ( bestaye! thanks for that letter J okies! at least you gave. (: i love you! )
michelle ( stupid mich! i still love you lahs! (: )
and also to ; funghua , yvonne , nicolehuang , pavitra , joan , mrs soon , miss teh. for all the sweet little gifts you gave. made me smiling away. thanks guys!
and also not forgetting those who sent a msg lahs ; weikiat , jian an ah-gong , xinyu ah-ma , spencer , yuting , fabian , kuanling (and thanks for your mickey too! ) , terence kor. thanks for all the sweet msges okies! (:
and all those who wished me in one way or another. (:

todae i was like late again. hurhur. went to the hall. and the first to pass me my present is like jaswee lahs! she was like boxing me. l0ls. thanks lahs! funghua's sweet came too. and yvonne's keychain too! damm cute luhs! yupps yupps.lessons were kinda boring though. as in no one was in the mood lahs! hahs.

after school was with michelle. lunched at KFC. saw leroy sista lahs! it's been a long time since i last saw him. so different already luhs! stay sweet with your beloved okies. and happy valentine's day too! after lunch went shopping. and saw amanda. so she joined us. she was like so sad lahs! amanda! dont be sad. you still have us! silly. slacked and all. the two of them really made my day lahs! it was all bcos of them. just bcos of them. (:

met mum a short while later. she was looking around for dad's valentine's present. hahs. went compass , kovan and tampines. dint went down at tampines though. waited for mum in the car. thoughts came running again. the memories of exactly one year ago. made me smiled as well as teared. it was a wonderful memory. okies. thats all.

note: the below part of the post is just my reflection. read it on your own choice. i din force you to read. hurhur.

finally valentine's day arrived. im still alone. my wish din come true after all. it was just last year that i realised that i did really grew up and thought how to handle my own feelings well. last year. just a week ago which is on 7feb2006. i stead with him*. i only cared on how to celebrate with him. and thus neglected my friends. last year valentine's day was a special one as it is also my one week with him*. this year. i took extra effort in making things for my friends. until now at this point of time. i cannot deny that my feelings for him* were still there. after all. it was something i could never let go. it was something that i dont wanna let go. he* was the first of everything & he made me realise what true love was. i thank him for that 2months he gave me. seriously , no matter how many ex boyfriends that i had. he* and *** was the only one i loved. it's the two of them that made me know of the world 'blissfulness'. i met him* one year ago.on the 4feb2006. and so fast. 365days since pass by. and it's another new year.i thought hard last night and wondered if my feelings for him* was still there. and realise that it din fade at all. although i mentioned in my blog that i gave him* up for ***. but i realise that when he* left , he tore my heart into half. he took half of it. and the other half he left behind was my love for him. he made me learn alot. and i thank him for that. i knew we would not last forever. but my love will. steading with him was a dream for me. i know im a girl who doesnt deserve all this i knew it right from my heart , yet i dont care about anything and took the risk. it's just like im climbing a ladder when i knew right from the start that the ladder wasnt even stable at all. so when i fell. it hurts so much.
on the car alone. i heard of couples sending in msges into radio stations to wish each other happy valentine's day. it reminded me of you. i saw couples walking hand in hand. it made me think about you. i saw girls with ultra big stuffs toys and flowers. i could feel my tears flowing. it wasnt bcos im jealous.it was bcos of all this reminded me of you.

and i realised that time din make me strong afterall.
in fact. the love for you was deeper.

♥MuchLoved.