Th' Lady ,

Joey , fifteen.
Single yet Unavailable.(:

Spoken ;

Baby, I swear you're all that I ever need.

Love doesn't need any judgement,
cause if you judge someone,
you won't have th time t love them.

Girls can do things I can't do,
Girls can give you memories I can't give,
but no girls can do th things I can do, I swear.
And definitely my love for you will never lose t any other girls out there.

Wishes ,

My first Tatto at th back my hip.
Never, never t quarrel with Love again. ):
New handphone.
Big big looney tunes toys.
Elmo Balloon.
TinyTiny Elmo toys.
Red roses.
Another day out with Love.
Movie outing with Love.
Ear piercings.
Black Cardigan.
Slim down.
Heels for Myking&I outing.
Tapered Jeans.

Chats,



Credits,

Designer ; Joey. (:
Music ; Only reminds me of you - MYMP.

Stories,

Thursday, March 08, 2007

We'll both be someone more than playmates,

if you are not interested. kindly click the red box above. IM WARNING YOU NOT TO READ IT. so i dont see the need for people to comment after that.

im very sad luhs. so i broke down and cry. seriously. the truth really hurts the most of all. only a few know. and thanks ken'brother and robin'kor for that concern okies. i really really appreciate it alot.

you told me that you has feelings for her as well. what's that suppose to mean? i dont noe. you haven seen her. you only talked to her on the phone. and you said you liked her. i see. i admit we known each other for a week if you were to count today. it's super short. but it's like. do you know your few words are hurting. and your msg for a day could depend my mood for the entire day? you called. asking me not to cry. how can i not cry. two times in a row you noe. no one understands. who doesnt want a guy who loves her as much as she loves him? who doesnt? i can see that you like her more. even though you told me the feeling was 50-50. seriously even if it was 50-50. do you know how hurting is it? then you should have told me earlier. and spare me all those sweet talkings. i appreciate the sweet talkings. but after the sweet little things you did. came the worst. the truth. it hurts okies. it is the same as letting a penknife cutting through your skin and letting the blood drip. it is as good as that. you called. asking me not to cry. i told you i wont. but do you know. tears are flowing while i laughed on the phone? tears are flowing when you told me you have to hang up. which you wont ever do this for the past week? and it's always me putting down the phone first? i kept every single of your msges. i din even missed any of it. you were counting the msges i sent to you. and im wondering did i even send so much? i cant think about it. and i dont dare to think about it. i just cut my leg. and i cant even bother even if the blood is flowing. who cares? it just cant be compared to what im feeling now okies. and for the second time. you put down the phone again. and din call back. this is not what you used to be. you ask me to prove to you how important im to you. and i ask you to think through. why am i going down to ljs every single day. despite me absent from school. just to see you? do you noe i almost teared when you din reply me today? yet i cant tell a single soul out there? why am i sending those sweet nothings to you if you are not important to me? why am i forsaking my time to sleep and chatting with you? why why why. you just need to answer this questions and this shows how important you are to me. do you understand anot? you said you counted the poker cards. and said that we will be together. and you said you trust that very much. so , where's that trust? i dont noe. seeing you every single day at long john. eating all those fried food got me sick. and i still went back despite that. why are you hurting me so much now? i simply have no idea.

did you ever wondered the one i needed by my side now is you?
do you noe you are needed to lend me your shoulders?
why are you hurting me so much?

我终于还是说了一句我爱你
还记得那个微凉夜里天空正飘着小雨
心跳的声音像舞动奇迹
你看着我说千万不要爱上你
因为你只会让我伤心别傻了快点喊停
你那么冷静忽远又忽近
我知道我对你来说也许太年轻
我想我猜我问我终于了解
原来为爱流的眼泪也是种甜蜜滋味
只想爱你当我和你走在一起就已经决定
不看不听不问也不会放弃
是你让我了解自己可以为爱那么坚定
只想爱你好想每天睁开眼睛就能看到你
我知道我偶尔有一点任性
不管你做任何决定究竟爱我还是逃避
sorry我还是不会放弃爱你
sorry我还是不会放弃
我还是不会放弃爱你

♥MuchLoved.