Th' Lady ,

Joey , fifteen.
Single yet Unavailable.(:

Spoken ;

Baby, I swear you're all that I ever need.

Love doesn't need any judgement,
cause if you judge someone,
you won't have th time t love them.

Girls can do things I can't do,
Girls can give you memories I can't give,
but no girls can do th things I can do, I swear.
And definitely my love for you will never lose t any other girls out there.

Wishes ,

My first Tatto at th back my hip.
Never, never t quarrel with Love again. ):
New handphone.
Big big looney tunes toys.
Elmo Balloon.
TinyTiny Elmo toys.
Red roses.
Another day out with Love.
Movie outing with Love.
Ear piercings.
Black Cardigan.
Slim down.
Heels for Myking&I outing.
Tapered Jeans.

Chats,



Credits,

Designer ; Joey. (:
Music ; Only reminds me of you - MYMP.

Stories,

Monday, April 09, 2007

We'll both be someone more than playmates,

allrights, too lazy to blog yesterday alrdy.
cause yesterday right after i blogged, dad told me that he needed to go out. changed and all and went down to temple with him.
then slacked at the temple for the whole day. sians/
as brother is sleeping and sis is out for swimming.
dad brought me, and my sister out to hougang mall for dinner! (:
been a duper long time since we last went out for dinner together luhs.
so the four of us settled down at longjohn's ONCE AGAIN. hurhur.

he msged and told me he was at hougang mall. had the sudden urge to see him though. but nahs, dad was here luhs. so din then. he was with his friends also what.
but after that, he came down to take a look. (: that's damm nice of him though.

went walk walk after that. intended to buy n73. but dad got hooked to this laptop. and he bought it for me as a birthday present. everyone was saying it was worth it. cause it costs about 2000$ plus. but i somehow felt n73 is better. but no choice, mum&dad insisted on the laptop. arghs.

came home. tried setting up the laptop. but like what the. cannot connect internet connection. damm pissed. in the end, off the laptop and slept.

he called and chat.
and his words hurt me so. i mean, i was really hurt luhs.
oh wells, spent the night with that super sharp pain in the heart. and vomitted quite a few times. the last time, i saw blood. arghs,

school this morning was bad, the heart was aching.
still, finished school.
supposed to stay for that damm detention.
but i told her i got tuition.

hougang-ed mall.
and back home.

sorry to those whom i dint contact this few days, sorry to those i rejected the calls this few days. not really in the mood nowadays.






what you told me hurt the most, the most.
you told me to go for him, you told me not to give up the whole forest just because of a tree.
that hurts deep down my heart.
are you trying to ask me to let you go?
if you think you are better off with her, tell me.
just tell me,
i'll learn to let you go.
the heart was aching, i even vomitted blood.
no one was there for me.
i am scared, very very scared.
but when i woke up this morning,
i thought to myself,
why dint i die last night?
if i died, all troubles would be gone,
and you will not need to get troubled again.
your msg last night told me to be strong, i can't
i'm facing all this alone,
i'm barely hanging on.
do you really know that i cannot live without you?
then why are you still telling me to go to him?
why why why?
i have no more tears left to cry.

曾经等待因为会改变什么
你总会属于我
但是最后时间证明了
你只喜欢我.

do you really like her more?
just tell me what's on your mind will you?
take it that i'm begging you.
just tell me what's on your mind.
don't say you don't know.
just give an answer.
sometimes, you said you don't understand what i'm hinting at.
then i'm here to tell you.
i want you to be my stead,
but what's the use.
you won't understand i guess.

the day i end all this, shall be the day i end my life.
should i end all this tonight?

-maybe, let's just end it all tonight.

♥MuchLoved.