Th' Lady ,

Joey , fifteen.
Single yet Unavailable.(:

Spoken ;

Baby, I swear you're all that I ever need.

Love doesn't need any judgement,
cause if you judge someone,
you won't have th time t love them.

Girls can do things I can't do,
Girls can give you memories I can't give,
but no girls can do th things I can do, I swear.
And definitely my love for you will never lose t any other girls out there.

Wishes ,

My first Tatto at th back my hip.
Never, never t quarrel with Love again. ):
New handphone.
Big big looney tunes toys.
Elmo Balloon.
TinyTiny Elmo toys.
Red roses.
Another day out with Love.
Movie outing with Love.
Ear piercings.
Black Cardigan.
Slim down.
Heels for Myking&I outing.
Tapered Jeans.

Chats,



Credits,

Designer ; Joey. (:
Music ; Only reminds me of you - MYMP.

Stories,

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

We'll both be someone more than playmates,

Okays, so i was saying i wanted to like blog later right.
So i'm blogging now.

Took a nap right after my post. And woke up at 6 to go for pianolessons. Msged him and asked him if he wanted to meet. He dint reply. So i thought nvm, let's wait until my piano lessons end then. By the end of my lesson, the only reply he gave is
"Sorry cuz i jus now my handwrist...Now very pain..Sorry."
And he dint reply after that alrdy.
Like come on, i wonder what'a happening.

Walked over to compass to buy sister her paper stuffs. Then walk one big round to the busstop. And realised maybe i should walk to the next bus-stop. I needed some time to cool myself down too. While walking to the next bus-stop. 20March memories came back. And i picture myself that day with him at the bus-stop waiting for the bus. Tears almost flowed once again. But, i managed to keep it all back.

Reached home at around 9plus. And again, spend like super long time to reach home. Was walking around in circles once again. Until i felt better.

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The msg i sent last night. And i wondered, why are you still doing this.
I still can't accept the fact that i've lost the guy who used to shower me with his cares and concerns.
Always yearning to hear your voice on the other other, always waiting for you to call, always worrying for you. Has all been a habit ever since 1March. We dint chat on the phone last night. Everything just seemed so wrong. I'm just not strong enough to get over the fact that i've lost the gelvin that has been showering me with all his care&concerns for the past 1month. Maybe we won't be steads now, but i really don't wish for that old gelvin to disappear this way. This one month, although most of it were unhappy moments, but your care&concern is enough to cover up for all the unhappy moments that we had. I really don't wish to end it all here, right now. I needed the old gelvin back. The one who would call me girlgirl on the phone, the one who demands for all those sayangs and stuffs. The one who could make me smile just by the words you say. The one who would giggle ever so sweetly on the other line. I really want those moments back. You are troubled right now, i know. But i just want you to be back to who you are. Not talking to you on the phone today, it's meaningless. You are the only one, who could made me smile just by seeing you smiling, the only one who could make me smile just by the small little actions you do. Those moments spend with you are priceless. I do hope that the feelings for me are stil there. I do hope there is a chance for us to get together one day. I do hope that the dream we both had made wil really come true.

♥MuchLoved.