Th' Lady ,

Joey , fifteen.
Single yet Unavailable.(:

Spoken ;

Baby, I swear you're all that I ever need.

Love doesn't need any judgement,
cause if you judge someone,
you won't have th time t love them.

Girls can do things I can't do,
Girls can give you memories I can't give,
but no girls can do th things I can do, I swear.
And definitely my love for you will never lose t any other girls out there.

Wishes ,

My first Tatto at th back my hip.
Never, never t quarrel with Love again. ):
New handphone.
Big big looney tunes toys.
Elmo Balloon.
TinyTiny Elmo toys.
Red roses.
Another day out with Love.
Movie outing with Love.
Ear piercings.
Black Cardigan.
Slim down.
Heels for Myking&I outing.
Tapered Jeans.

Chats,



Credits,

Designer ; Joey. (:
Music ; Only reminds me of you - MYMP.

Stories,

Saturday, April 07, 2007

We'll both be someone more than playmates,

okok.
so i slept at like 3++ yesterday night again. hurhur.
called kuanling and chatted. shant mention what happened yesterday night then.

woke up at like 9.30 today to get prepared to go for my piano lessons.
after piano lessons, school-ed for video editing. and the bloody auntie chased us out at like 12.45? wth.
so nvm.
bus-ed all alone all the way to angmokio to find bestfriend and gang. and joined them for mos burger. and me&bestfriend got cheated! arghs. nvm then.
after eating, ran in the rain to the bus-stop.
got up the bus and we were just freaking wet lahs. wth.
hougang-ed to meet kuanling&jessie.
thanks kuanling for that jacket okays! i knew you care about me! (:
tuition-ed.
headache luhs.
quarrel-ed with mum again. and now. i can just bloody well give my sister that fu(king PSP cause i care less then ever. just my luck to be in this family. hurhur.
buy her a bloody watch for 80$ and now that PSP belongs to her. wtf? i shall just kept quiet. cause no one fu(king cared. hur.





somehow i felt, i shouldnt have told you all those lastnight.
i admit, the old joey is gone.
she had grown to be someone who's able to think.
she had grown to learn how to stop comforting herself that everything is always on the bright side of life.
she had grown to learn how to love someone so deeply that she cried for him in the middle of the night.
she had also grown to learn how to treasure each and everyone's care and concern.
but after saying all those, do you actually feel anything?
the heart was aching last night, when you din do anything.
everything that's happening nowadays are reminding me of you.
might as well tell you something, if not for that past 1mth plus memory,
if not for the friends that are standing by me,
i would have really ended my life earlier on.
your words meant everything to me,
everything you said was what i knew could kept me going.
i admit i'm useless,
because i can't keep the one that i love by my side.
you must understand that it's not that i want to think every single night,
it's not that i want to make you feel troubled because i existed.
i don't want to think ; i don't want to remember.
but i just can't.
last night while watching tv, i saw poker cards.
i got scared. very very scared.
because that reminded me of the promise you made,
it's not that i don't trust you. it's not that i don't want to listen to you.
it just breaks my heart so.
sometimes, i wonder why am i so selfish.
doing all this things to you.
am i actually affecting you this way.
i enjoyed the phone call moments every single night,
even though you kept quiet, i was happy enough.
i want for another 1april2007 to happen again. is it possible?
心真的好痛 ； 有时候真的不想让你放手。
难道真的让你走是唯一的办法？

♥MuchLoved.