Th' Lady ,

Joey , fifteen.
Single yet Unavailable.(:

Spoken ;

Baby, I swear you're all that I ever need.

Love doesn't need any judgement,
cause if you judge someone,
you won't have th time t love them.

Girls can do things I can't do,
Girls can give you memories I can't give,
but no girls can do th things I can do, I swear.
And definitely my love for you will never lose t any other girls out there.

Wishes ,

My first Tatto at th back my hip.
Never, never t quarrel with Love again. ):
New handphone.
Big big looney tunes toys.
Elmo Balloon.
TinyTiny Elmo toys.
Red roses.
Another day out with Love.
Movie outing with Love.
Ear piercings.
Black Cardigan.
Slim down.
Heels for Myking&I outing.
Tapered Jeans.

Chats,



Credits,

Designer ; Joey. (:
Music ; Only reminds me of you - MYMP.

Stories,

Sunday, April 01, 2007

We'll both be someone more than playmates,

-who shall understand me now ; my heart is aching.

slept at 6. and woke up around 8plus. hur. was not so tired lahs. cause i woke up at a super late time yesterday. hahs. since i was feeling so well ( i guess), decided to follow sister down to longyi for training. not many people turned up though.
went for breakfast. back to longyi and the training of drums for them.
was seeing that those kids have no interest in it. not enthu enough. hurhur.
went to serangoon north for lunch.

and bus-ed to hougang to meet him.
slacked. chit-chatted/
all the way from 2plus to 5plus. come to think of it, it's been a month since i know him. and that also means it's the 1month loving him. one month spent crying for him, one month spent worrying for him.
almost teared there, cause i wanted and needed him by my side now. but, who understands me? the heart is really aching. i don't want him to feel guilty. but i cannot control it. iloveyou too much that it hurts so badly. that i myself cant control the feeling i'm having now. i'm making big sacrifices in my life, which i have never done before.
我很不想让你找到离开的理由
i really do hope this is all worth while.
because after today, i realised. i cannot do without him.
thanks for that few hours he gave then.
其实我非常爱你不想失去你 ; 难道我没有权利说我不愿意
i won't ever forget. 20march&1april.
我知道他很爱你你怕他伤心 ; 我每天假装开心害怕你离去
*will you see it or not, i do not know. but trust me, i've never had this feeling before. it's hurting me too much. it's making me confused. sometimes, i've no way to go, i can only let the tears flow. i've promised you not to tear again. i did not tear ever again. i'm trusting you. but it's hurting me. who can understand? everytime i see any of the two of them, i saw you. you mentioned that dream, you said sweet little nothings, iloveit. even what happened today, i don't regret. know why? it's all because of you. it's because i know when the truth is not what i wanted, it will hurt me alot. nothing can stop the pain. you understand? don't need to feel guilty, for i'll be allright in a while.

可不可以任性 ; 求求你不要去
藏在我心里最后一句 ; 其实还爱你

reached home around 6. dad called and nag and nag and nag again. it's not that i don't want to understand him, you know. but you should know how hard is it to stay at home right? hurhur.

10years down the road ; & i will know. you are still the one that i love.

♥MuchLoved.