Th' Lady ,

Joey , fifteen.
Single yet Unavailable.(:

Spoken ;

Baby, I swear you're all that I ever need.

Love doesn't need any judgement,
cause if you judge someone,
you won't have th time t love them.

Girls can do things I can't do,
Girls can give you memories I can't give,
but no girls can do th things I can do, I swear.
And definitely my love for you will never lose t any other girls out there.

Wishes ,

My first Tatto at th back my hip.
Never, never t quarrel with Love again. ):
New handphone.
Big big looney tunes toys.
Elmo Balloon.
TinyTiny Elmo toys.
Red roses.
Another day out with Love.
Movie outing with Love.
Ear piercings.
Black Cardigan.
Slim down.
Heels for Myking&I outing.
Tapered Jeans.

Chats,



Credits,

Designer ; Joey. (:
Music ; Only reminds me of you - MYMP.

Stories,

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

We'll both be someone more than playmates,

so here comes another like sad post? i mean nowadays, all my posts are super saddening. because for one reason, the old joey is somewhat gone. and the joey you are seeing in school today is just putting on a fake smile to let those around to stop worrying for me. maybe a smile or a laugh is all that i can give, but yeah. the old joey is gone.

so the house now is quiet? and yes.
when everything is quiet, just by sitting down and keep quiet, the images of him kept flashing in my mind. and so i kept quiet , close my eyes and let the memoriesfrom march to take my by. and then. the tears will start to flow.
from the day we took your number, to the first phone call you made, to the first muacks on the phone, to the poker card news, to the first night we met. your smiles that i used to see at longjohn's, the giggles that i used to hear on the phone, the day you told me you have feelings for melissa , to the day i shed my tears for you , to the day you gave your promises.
happy moments. unhappy moments. i've been through it all. and i held on till now.
i guess you must be on good terms with her then. if she really loves you, i will force myself to leave.
although you called lastnight, the time we chatted was so short, so short. and after you put down the phone, tears started rolling. and i broke a mirror lastnight.
i can't take it anymore.
does she really loves you anot? if she does, i will leave by all means, i really will.
but the problem is, does she even loves you anot?
she is not only hurting you, she is hurting me as well.
fuck, i just cant take it anymore.
wy must you change? not even a single msg from you. know how terrible it felt inside?
fuck.fuck.fuck.fuck.fuck.fuck.
maybe making my hand bleed i would feel better.
i just dont wish to lose you.

-sucidalthoughts are in my mind now.
fuck-ed up.

♥MuchLoved.