Th' Lady ,

Joey , fifteen.
Single yet Unavailable.(:

Spoken ;

Baby, I swear you're all that I ever need.

Love doesn't need any judgement,
cause if you judge someone,
you won't have th time t love them.

Girls can do things I can't do,
Girls can give you memories I can't give,
but no girls can do th things I can do, I swear.
And definitely my love for you will never lose t any other girls out there.

Wishes ,

My first Tatto at th back my hip.
Never, never t quarrel with Love again. ):
New handphone.
Big big looney tunes toys.
Elmo Balloon.
TinyTiny Elmo toys.
Red roses.
Another day out with Love.
Movie outing with Love.
Ear piercings.
Black Cardigan.
Slim down.
Heels for Myking&I outing.
Tapered Jeans.

Chats,



Credits,

Designer ; Joey. (:
Music ; Only reminds me of you - MYMP.

Stories,

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

We'll both be someone more than playmates,

wells,
spent last night crying like fuck till 5plus before i finally sleep.
sent him a msg. and i guess. i somehow regret it. but i guess, it's all too late huh. nvmmmm.

woke up at 8 this morning. and realised my eyes are all swollen. how to face mum like that right? so went for a bathe and come out at like 8.20? and i left house at 8.25 when i'm supposed to reach school by 8.30am? hurhur.
therefore, was late luhs. (dint get suspended though, i'm wondering why also.)
(maths.) it was bad, really bad. almost teared there. was reading the msg i sent him, over and over again.
(2 periods of cme.) tears dropped in cme class. what he replied. hais, i just wanted him to find his own happiness. i hope i dint do anything wrong then.
after recess,
(2 periods of socialstudies.) did nothing much. was expecting a reply from him. but he dint. i guess he needs time alone then.
(pe.) with all those running&skipping. knee ached. therefore, stopped running.
(2 periods of english.) i cant remember what happened, all i can remember is i'm troubled. very very troubled. dint listen in his class.

after school went over to RM for lunch. at longjohn's/ and memories are back once again.

PFT at 3.30/ starting off, inclined pull up. fucking failed. arghs.
shuttle run, got A i guess.
while waiting to be for the sit-up, cried. i dont know what happened also.
sit-up = 30.
standing broad jump = cant remember.
sit&reach = 43.
and retried the inclined pull up. just nice passed.
cheering the others up, and watching each and everyone of them crying, in the end suceeding. made me felt blessed.

walked to compass with bestfriend, jaswe and funghua. met mum and came home.

anyways, to that person.
i wondered what happened between us? was it because the outing that i went out with my other friends that caused the sister-ship between us to break? if it is, i've no comments. i'm still treating you like a sister, and if you dont. i've got no comments. because you by doing this things, you are hurting me so. i thought you would be here for me, in the end you're not. you've disappointed me so by thinking that i'm using you as a pad. use alrdy then throw away. you still dont understand me well enough.

fung sent me a message ;
your smile awakens my soul, as the sun awakens the day. so dont tear ok? im here for you, so are the others. (: <3s.
thanks funghua, thanks. i really appreciate you guys for that concern.

thanks bestfriend for keep telling to cheerup.
thanks cheng for keeping me company today.
thanks for the advice you guys gave.
i'm still not giving up, because the love for him is strong.
but this time, i'm just letting him go cause i wanted him to find his happiness.

I AM SAD BECAUSE IT ENDED.

BUT I WILL SMILE BECAUSE IT HAPPENED.

today, without you by my side, every single thing that i did seemed wrong.
the choice i made lastnight, was because i knew. you've got the answer in your heart alrdy. your answer is her. yet you dint tell the answer, was because you're afraid of hurting me. i teared after reading your message this morning.
i'm sorry to hurt you, i really really am.
go find your happiness bahs. you will be happier.
i'm always right here waiting,
i'm always right here loving you.
and i'm always down here waiting for you to turn back.
iloveyou.

♥MuchLoved.