Th' Lady ,

Joey , fifteen.
Single yet Unavailable.(:

Spoken ;

Baby, I swear you're all that I ever need.

Love doesn't need any judgement,
cause if you judge someone,
you won't have th time t love them.

Girls can do things I can't do,
Girls can give you memories I can't give,
but no girls can do th things I can do, I swear.
And definitely my love for you will never lose t any other girls out there.

Wishes ,

My first Tatto at th back my hip.
Never, never t quarrel with Love again. ):
New handphone.
Big big looney tunes toys.
Elmo Balloon.
TinyTiny Elmo toys.
Red roses.
Another day out with Love.
Movie outing with Love.
Ear piercings.
Black Cardigan.
Slim down.
Heels for Myking&I outing.
Tapered Jeans.

Chats,



Credits,

Designer ; Joey. (:
Music ; Only reminds me of you - MYMP.

Stories,

Monday, April 02, 2007

We'll both be someone more than playmates,

yesterday night, went out for a walk. just me, myself, i. thinking about the past. thinking about what i should do now. straightened out my thoughts. went back home. and joined mum&dad for a temple dinner at bedok. ate and back home.
talked on the phone again. and he apologized. and tears just rolled down peacefully.
bestfriend, kuanling and junwei was comforting me. two on msn. one on sms. thankyou guys for being so supportive of me. i assure you, nothing will happen allrights?
dint sleep at all. throughout the whole night. thinking, thinking and still thinking. and decided.
i will still love him, but let nature takes it's course. and see how far this love brings me to.

shall skip what happened in school today. won't be in the mood for blogging. hur.

after school, came back. and so here i am now. don't think will be going down for lion dancing then. how to go when my mood is like this right? hurhur.

napped. and just woke up. mum&sister left for lion dancing training. and left me home with the two other kids.

and i decided it to be a promise,
10yrs down the road ; & i will know ; you are still the one that i love.





my heart is aching terribly. you broke the pieces ; and right now, only you can mend them back.
do you really understand how i feel?
i'm just plain acting every single day ; until night falls, when i know. it's the true me at night.
bothered by alot of stuffs, thinking about alot of stuffs.
you called. although you kept quiet, i was happy enough to know that you made the effort to call.
sometimes i thought ending my life would be better,
although people might say,
why be so foolish to get sad over someone, and even think of ending life because of that someone.
you people don't know, you people don't understand.
got this from someone's blog.
I bet you people had never felt this extreme pain in your heart, that wells up in your brains & makes you unable t think. And perhaps all you wanted t do, is just cry, & just stay at one place & never want t get up. This feeling is too unbearable.
& I deserved all this.
Just because I love him too much.

因为真的爱你 ； 所以非常不想失去你

right now, i'm just letting the memories taking me by.
- the memories are what kept me going till now.
don't apologize anymore, don't bother to do anything. right now, the ONLY THING that could made me smile like how i used to last time is to have you by my side.
for the past one month, you made me felt blessed for loving you.
remember what i told you at the void deck yesterday?
comparing the first month i know yap to the first month i know you, my love for you was deeper.
although i told you, i will wait for you, but please, do not ask me how long will i wait. so if i say it's a year, you would wait till a year then ask me what i wanted for? it's hurting me too much alrdy.
if only i had the courage, i would just leave this world peacefully.
which girl doesnt wants to know she's blessed enough in this world?
many comforted, many questioned. i appreciate the cares and concern that each and everyone of them gave. it's not that i don't appreciate.
but i know, they can only make me feel that they are the true friends that i'm looking for, but still no one understands me. the concern of those people made me tear, thanks.
yesterday was a well spent afternoon, i was happy. i want it to happen again. but i just don't have the courage to tell you how i really felt.
sometimes, listening to you mentioning their names, i was jealous. did you sense that? ( my heart just ache everytime you mention their name.)
know why i just kept quiet yesterday and hugged you so tightly? i was afraid to let you go, seriously.

我真的不想让你找到离开的理由。
我每天假装开心都是因为我不想你离去。
i wish i could just let you see , how much you mean to me.

♥MuchLoved.