We'll both be someone more than playmates,
school started late today.
and school today was slack, very slack indeed.
assembly early in the morning, almost fell asleep. :X
(maths.) for once, i started doing my maths homework. linear inequality rocks. lols.
(2 periods of CME.) mrs soon isnt in class. she's having some course thing which almost like half of the teachers are having. and yays, was on-ing my phone so loud to listen to songs cause i dint bring my earpiece to school.
recess,
(2 periods of socialstudies.) was asked to do some revision paper. but dint bring my textbook, then kept asking missjoseph to let me pass it up tmr. then she finally gave in to me. yays! ilove missjoseph's lessons.
(2 periods of english.) debating period. i guess he regrets it. lols.
anyways, i love talking to phyllis lee lahs! she always never fails to make me laugh at the answers she gave. and for this, i love telling her my stuffs. (:
ohs, ferlycia , funghua & me set up a livebook msn in class lahs. hahas. real fun. FFJ 网站. hahas.
and, was sitting between cheng&funghua today in school.
and i swear. i got molested by funghua lahs! arghs,
bite her bite her bite her.
i got freaking freaked out by the end of the lesson. rahhhs.
oh oh oh, i forgot about the date between me&brother lahs. i forgot to msg him. sorry! lols. came back just now. and he told me he just woke up. lols. funny. next time, next time.
compass-ing with my girls are what i always look forward to. hahas. long time since i last stepped into compass with them and have lunch, since i'm always having lunch at longjohn in hougang mall. but whatever it is, i love them so. (:
oh, the pictures of the me& my 10 sweeties that day at longjohn. (:
i had them as my handphone wallpaper as well.(:
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many suggested that i should clarify things with you.
and so, i did lastnight.
but, you dint reply.
so what now?
i cried to sleep again lastnight.
but i guess,
whether you reply or not.
it's hurting me.
but,
when you dint reply me lastnight,
you kept me wondering allnight.
just what is happening now?
you said something to me when i mentioned ___ suck.
must you use such a word on me?
ihateit.
tears are flowing on the other line.
you dont even give a fuckingdamm.
i hate this feeling.
i really hate it.
every single time,
i have to act as though nothing has happened.
i have to hang a smile on my face every time i go to school.
this feeling is terrible.
it really is.
everything i do,
everything i hear,
everything i see,
i see the YOU in them.
the love for you was so deep that it can go even deeper than the oceans.
just why wont you believe me one lasttime,
and just fulfil this small little wish of mine?
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Life without you,
i wish not to live.
Forever fearing the end
expecting you to leave.
Hanging onto all hope
The we can and will
cope with our friendship
and our relationship
Please don't leave me
With you i long to be.
I promise not to make you upset
i wouldn't be able to cope with the regret
hoping to be back with you
go through it all as a two.
I know what you've done
I also know my feelings can't be undone.
♥MuchLoved.