I tried to make everything looked okay.
When in actual fact, NOTHING IS OKAY.
Couldnt really sleep lastnight luhs.
Only slept at 5am?
But woke up around every half an hour to see if time passes by alrdy anot/
How fuckhell is that. Time passes by so slowly cause You were not around.
I needed to vent my angers now. Private blog, here i comeeee.
Ever since 12noon, I've been sitting in front of my laptop doing nothing. But listening to the song BuTong over and over again.
Skipped dinner lastnight, Skipped lunch just now. And the gastric pain is coming. Fuck.
Over to someone's house later for some baby one month celebration thing. And brother&sister's having a lion dance performance later. Be back with pictures hopefully.
Lion dancing at 9 tmr. Which means I'll have to wake up at 6. Cause I needed to reach there by 8. And this would means it's a whole day affair thing. Dammmm.
Just quarreled with sister cause of her Mp3 thing. Fuckhell. It isnt my fault in the first place. How fuck is that.
And then I realised, once something goes wrong. Everything goes wrong as well.
Cant help it. This is the way life is.
And I needed someone's shoulders now. Hopefully You know who You are huh?
Everything seemed so wrong.
Just because You werent here with me.
I dont wish for things to change.
Yesterday felt so wrong.