Th' Lady ,

Joey , fifteen.
Single yet Unavailable.(:

Spoken ;

Baby, I swear you're all that I ever need.

Love doesn't need any judgement,
cause if you judge someone,
you won't have th time t love them.

Girls can do things I can't do,
Girls can give you memories I can't give,
but no girls can do th things I can do, I swear.
And definitely my love for you will never lose t any other girls out there.

Wishes ,

My first Tatto at th back my hip.
Never, never t quarrel with Love again. ):
New handphone.
Big big looney tunes toys.
Elmo Balloon.
TinyTiny Elmo toys.
Red roses.
Another day out with Love.
Movie outing with Love.
Ear piercings.
Black Cardigan.
Slim down.
Heels for Myking&I outing.
Tapered Jeans.

Chats,



Credits,

Designer ; Joey. (:
Music ; Only reminds me of you - MYMP.

Stories,

Saturday, June 30, 2007

We'll both be someone more than playmates,

TimeCheck : 1232 pm.

You see, I've been thinking alot ever since I received news of Ishi's death. I might not be that close to him, but somehow. Always seeing him walking in & out of MDC. Those memories will never be forgotten. Let's hope the choice he made will be a better choice for him.

A post from his blog :
长漫漫的孤独夜，到底要做什么呢？

还是来反省反省吧？

可能是我这一生中所作的决定，所经历过的事，才造就今天的我。原本以为最渺小的决定，却往往造成最大的痛苦。而你花了无数个失眠夜，哭了无尽的眼泪所做的决定，却往往改变不了任何东西。你决定快乐，明天你又因孤独而落泪。你觉定开朗，笑着对着每个人，但你感觉怪怪的，似乎这不是真正的你，而你就决太累了，又何必呢？放弃吧？命运就是会嘲笑人，在你最失落时给你希望，但给了过后就把这希望从你手上拿走，让你发觉你什么都不曾拥有过。

什么是爱？是牺牲？是要快乐？是要天天在一起？是对方快乐就什么就可以？是伟大？是无奈？是快乐？还是痛苦？是要有个伴？让你在最孤独的夜里心灵上有个依靠吗？是可以培养的吗？有时间性的吗？我觉得，没有人是不自私的。如果不自私，就不会谈恋爱了。凡事都是要从简单化来寻求快乐。你要它简单化吗？如果你真心要它简单化，就一心一意努力，一定可以的。抛开所有会让一切复杂化的事，不再去想它。而当你可以事，事情就简单化了，而你也开心了。但你得明白，开心之于会有挫折，会有眼泪，但只要你能捧住一颗不放弃的心，一定还是可以的。快乐的时候会比不快乐多得多。人生不是完美的。这样还不够吗？当然，这件事，只有两颗心都是一样的，目标是一样的，才可能会实现。不然，就只会变成一个笑话，一个充满泪水的笑话。爱是要有痛苦，才会变得美丽。没有爱的感情，就算舒服，也只是一个计时炸弹，等着粉碎的一天。最快乐的快乐，也是永远都不会实现的。爱，很可能是有时间性的。

走在漫长的道路上，你懂你要的是什么吗？你能用手触碰它吗？梦想是什么吗？还是你要放弃，让这完美的梦想，永远都不会有实现的一天？

尘世间最痛苦的事是什么？可能什么都不是。只是自己的一片痴心妄想。

After reading his this post, I've been thinking alot ever since. And I admit, after I read this post, I've been tearing luhhs.

Many regrets I've come to realise after seeing this post. You see, like what he say. One smallest mistake I make, can cause a big change in life.
Somethings that are made clear to me that it isnt possible, but I still chose to held on. Is it the right choice made? The answer is no longer clear..
Love is a complicated thing, I know. But why is it that I'm willing to get into this complicated game time and again? This I dont know...

♥MuchLoved.