If it's meant t be a lie,
it's gna be th most beautiful lie ever.
Yeahhs.
I'm here t blog again.
And I specially give thanks t
phyllis , ferlycia , cheng , jessie,
for showing th concerns friends should just now. (:
Thanks jessie for accompanying me for 2whole solid hours,
although you had t go home early.
Thanks phyllis, for your super sweet msges that made me smile.
Thanks ferlycia, for calling in t hear me cry on th phone.
Thanks cheng, for sending me a msg t show that you cared.
And t my dear ones,
I'm feeling much better already.
Yeah.
And I guess my readers wont want t know what happened t me just now.
Today was real bad.
And I've many things t say.
But I guess, I'm just gna keep quiet.
Cause it was too hurting.
And yes.
This part of post is specially t my maths tuition teacher.
And it's gna contain lots and lots of vulgarities.
Fuck you for trying t say that I did not pass up my homework for th past few weeks,
cause in actual fact, I did.
Fuck you for trying t say that I dint pay attention in class,
cause in actual fact, I did.
Fuck you for trying t think that you're th only tuition teacher that's good,
cause in actual fact, you're not.
Fuck you for trying t tell me that by reading your notes I can do my homework,
cause in actual fact, I can't.
Fuck you for trying t tell such a lie t my mum and resulted in us quarelling,
cause in actual fact, nothing was th truth.
God. If by reading your notes and I'm gna get what you are fucking trying t teach during lesson time, then why should I waste my 1 hour plus in th fucking classroom just t hear you talk? Might as well, I pay you money for your notes. Or rather burn th paper and mix it with water and had it down my throat? Do you mean that just by reading your notes, I'm gna fucking get myself an A1? Does that mean that if I never bring my file t your session for one week, I'm gna fucking fail my exam fucking badly? Does that mean that, if I don't know how t do your tuition homework, I'm gna fucking get myself being barked by you? And seeing you being biased t someone who got th same results as me but you treating him and stuffs, just because he is a boy? That is seriously fucking pathetic. And this is not what a tuition teacher should do. Always screaming at us over th slightest matter and here I am, hearing that you treated that fucking guy pizza hut? And you closing one eye when you knew he dint fucking do his homework at all. God. You're th most fucking pathetic maths tuition teacher I've ever seen. And just why can't you be more responsible and stop fucking lying t th parents. And just why can't you just be fucking more understanding and understand th suitation that I was in today? Fuck you.
And also, t this specific group of friends my friend is actually having now.
Fuck you bastards for not trying t be more understanding towards him. Fuck you people cause one of you people could actually give out some time just t accompany your stead, when you guys can't even fucking hell come over th block t sort things out. And if one day, it was a failed attempt. I'm gna fucking hate you guys. Cause you guys are fucking fucking bastards. So much for calling you guys his friends. When you guys are just fucking using him.
And t this specific person,
it was way too hurting.
I've nothing more t say,
yet only having a song for you.\
ONLY REMINDS ME OF YOU
I see you beside me
it's only a dream,
a vision of what used to be
the laughter, the sorrow
pictures in time
fading to memories.
how could I ever let you go
is it too late to let you know
I tried to run from your side
but each place I hide
it only reminds me of you
when I turn out all the light
even the night
it only reminds me of you.. you...
I needed my freedom
that's what I thought
but I was a fool to believe
my heart cried while you cried
rivers of tears but I was too blind to see
everything we've been through before
now it means so much more
I tried to run from your side
but each place I hide
it only reminds me of you
When it turn out all the light
even the night
it only reminds me of you..
only you..
so come back to me
I'm down on my knees
girl can't you see..
how could I ever let you go
is it too late to let you know
I tried to run from your side
but each place I hide
it only reminds me of you
when it turn out all the light
even the night
it only reminds me of you... you
Only reminds me of you
broke down while hearing this song.
It was not cause you were not good,
that's why I teared.
It was cause I don't understand why you are doing this...
Sorry.
Maybe you might understand more,
after you read my letter written t you..