It's not like I never tried t understand,
it's not like I never tried t stop those tears from coming.
Declaring it gameover even before th game started,
hurts more than you declaring it after we had th game started.
Jessie'daughter called lastnight, crying.
made me uber worried.
And thus decided t put down sweet's call and attended t her instead.
hope she is feeling fine now.(:
Slept late lastnight,
and who says 070707 is a nice date?
It wasnt for me, somehow.
Dance today was great.
Just tht we had some group changing arrangements,
and we are not in th same group as Sophia anymore.
And I bet she's gonna get effing mad when she realised,
she was made t pair up with esther instead. =.=
Learnt one whole exercise today.
And th heels are hurting my feet badly.
HougangMall-ed with Mummy.
And saw tht cute bung from my school.
She has the potential, cause she has the looks.
Walked around.
And somehow, th mood got bad.
And I blackface-ed them all.
Wanted so much t apologize cause I know it has nothing t do with them,
yet those words just cant come out.
Sorry.
Home-ed.
Mum&Dad's going out for dinner later.
And there's no food at home.
It's either someone brings me out t eat.
Or I go out and eat myself.
And I read something from someone's blog,
THE SWEET LITTLE THINGS GIRLS DO,
GUYS THINKS ITS NOTHING.
THE SWEET LITTLE THINGS GUYS DO,
GIRLS THINKS ITS EVERYTHING.
It's somehow true.
And fuck,
cause I'm having a fever now.):
Sucks so badly.
The kids at liondance are having their training at some reservior tmr,
and cause of th fever,
I guess I'll give it a miss then.
I miss,
tht msg telling me tht he's gna bring me out t see stars.
th way he said it feels good t see someone getting jealous.
th msges telling me tht he misses his sillygirl.
th morningcalls he gave every morning.
th times he said he wants t watch any movies with me.
th msges tht says tht im being silly.
Was I too demanding?
was it wishful thinking on my part?
Idk anymore...
I dont want this ending,
yet i couldnt do anything.
Th feeling inside...
Just cause I love you.
That's why I cared.
That's why I bothered.
That's why I gets jealous.
070707 > nothing happened afterall.